I jerk off daily to that same fantasy - feminized by by Mom, taught to suck my brother's cock and ultimately serving as a fluffer to prepare the black cocks my Mom like to suck and fuck.
Yesss, it's so wonderful. π I enjoy beautiful outfits myself, but the most important experience for me was guiding a boy mentally and sexually for years, thus introducing him to the sissy universe. He doesn't want to be anything else. KISSES Charlene